Repressed terror for a father…

See this readers’ letter about "Fear for death". Recently there was an interview with Ingmar Bergman and Erland Josephson and they spoke about the fear for death... Bergman has written about a violent father...

And Alice Miller for instance has written that this fear can be so suppressed you aren't even aware of it!!! Yes, fear most often is??

And all these people with this suppressed fear what do they do in this society? In this world? What do they create? They are beating their breasts in all their own excellence and splendid qualities over their own excellency comparing to all weak people in this world? Weak people which haven't their own lives in control!!?? What is this called? Contempt for weakness!!??

And we have a lot of them in society today!! See all politicians around!!!

The blog "Do nothing day" wrote an excellent post yesterday about how people who are sick-paid are going to be treated in the future... I have no words for it. For what they are about to do!! (who is sick?)

In fact, before I read this blogpost a person here who this morning said something indignantly about this issue... It stood about it in the newspaper here namely...

I am about to post a blogpost about the ACE-study, more of what the Norwegian physician Anna Luise Kirkengen has written about it. They have found that these adverse childhood experiences are VERY COMMON!! So it isn't just a few that has been exposed to them! And on top the more than 17, 000 participants in this study comes from middle-class and have employments and health care insurances, so it isn't about people in the bottom of society which we prefer to think!!?? And look down on!!!?? Tap on their heads etc.

Ugh, for our government (and for many politicians, even on the left side...). How are they using their power?? Misusing it I would say frankly!!! What do they know actually?? They don't have to live under the conditions they are deciding others shall live under!! How is their contact with the grass-roots??

Angrily written a rainy morning... In the end of vacation...

Addition after a walk in the wood: It isn't the theories, ideas, methods that it's anything wrong with!!?? Kind of Prokustes bed!!?? Is this creativeness, sensitivity??? As the creatively working (hopefully, but sometimes I doubt about that too) it feels as our current government has no sensitivity or fantasy whatsoever! And they seem to be quite stupid too!!?? Anja labeled this post with obegripliga borgare, tankesörja, which in English would be something like "incomprehensible burghers, mess of thought" which it really is.

Some words/expressions came for me: authoritarian, totalitarian (you don't have to explain or motivate really)... What about openness, communication etc.?? Yes, "everything secret degenerates"!!!

“… nothing is safe that does not show it can bear discussion and publicity” and “The liberties of a people never were, nor ever will be, secure, when the
transactions of their rulers may be concealed from them”.

Isn’t it this that is called totalitarian and authoritarian?? Was it like this the small child was treated once? But the grown up doesn’t remember it or hasn’t access to the feelings connected with this? And one used the word cynical about those decisions... Cynical reactionism...

And very personal: you weren't allowed to get sad or angry... Even if you were differently treated, bad treated, humiliated... Need to pour things out I think...

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